blog owh blog..

lama sdah sa nda update apa2x d blog usang sa ne.. haha.. nda apa.. nda lama lg rajin sdah sa.. :P
anyway.. sa rasa sa patut (nda la jg patut) tulis any experience sa tym attachment d sgh ne..
terlalu byk perkara y sayu, meyayat hati kalbu jantung sgala2x.. kunun la..
syok jg mo tulis2x d sni.. haha.. kunun..

em.. cm bida da lw men tulis2x sabah d blog.. nda pa.. martabatkan apa y ada pada diri anda..
nda syok ba mo men skema2x ne tulis2x gna bahasa baku sgala.. atw men semenanjung2x..
i'm not saying that using smenanjung dialect is bad.. but, be yourself.. haha..

owh ya.. btw, fyi.. hahaha.. byk akronim.. (byk la sgt..) nanti lpas broadband sa bka quota baru bru sa kc b'jinak2x blek sma ne blog y bida.. hahaha.. skarang t'lbih quota sdah ba.. pastu lagg tahap gaban smpai cm rasa mo menangis pun ada sbb tlmpw lambat..  hahaa.. chow..

pesanan bwt kO..

dear princess..

        Pemergian saya nanti, saya berharap, saya betul2x berharap.. tolonglah, jaga "dia" bagus2x.. jangan tinggalkan "dia".. sbb "dia" pandai rasa sunyi.. saya faham perasaan seorang lw di tinggal kn.. tiada kawan "dia"..  tiada kawan mo bercerita.. tiada kawan untuk temankn "dia" nanti.. "dia" rasa macam di abai kan.. tolong jaga "dia".. saya mau jaga "dia".. tp saya jauh dari "dia".. saya hiba meninggalkan "dia".. saya xtw lg siapa boleh jaga "dia".. cuma kau seorang jak bleh jaga "dia".. pentingkan lah "dia" dari segalanya.. sbb "dia" memang ternyata penting.. jangan pentingkan F.. sbb F bila2x boleh.. sedih saya bila kau jalan sambil mo marah2x.. janganlah buat "dia" bgtu nanti arh.. kalau "dia" sdah tiada kau menyesal jgak tu.. jangan jd teruk.. saya tw saya ni teruk.. dulu saya tw.. kau dan B masih ada di sisi "dia" kalau saya tiada.. ambil lah iktibar.. jangan jd begitu.. huhu.. skarang pun kau tw.. B sedang sakit.. jangan lh buat "dia" lebih rasa sedih.. jangan buat hati "dia" lebih hancur.. saya terbayang pun saya sendiri hancur hati.. tolong lah jadi yang macam dulu.. saya tau kau kena kejutan budaya.. saya faham.. tapi tolong lah.. kau jak satu2xnya yang ada di sisi dia skarang.. si A memang ada.. tp dia masih budak.. dia sendiri tiada di sisi "dia".. sbb dia p skolah.. tolong fikir hati "dia".. macam mana kalau kau tiada.. dia jak bah kita ada skarang.. please.. lOok after her.. Our beloved QUEEN.. 

sampai bila kah..? xD

wah.. mo hampir satu tahun sdah.. =).. my first.. lOng and unsuccessful(?) relatiOnship.. hahaha.. mO ckp unhappy.. happy jgak.. tp slalu gaduh.. matai na c guru.. lw xda gaduh nda sah.. hahaha.. lw gaduh tu bukan alang2x.. itu ini smua main lepas jak.. and.. sampai sa ni yang dulu kuat.. jadi lemah.. mesti mO mihad sdah.. dulu nda.. sOy ni.. haha.. break2x.. tapi sambung balik.. sa heran.. org cakap lw mO berbaik balik kunun "cm yg kna wt xda2x".. well thOse peOple are WRONG..!! haha..!! nda semestinya bh.. lw mang kita sdah sayang nda salah bah tu.. ikut hati seja.. kn..?? hehe.. em.. lw jOdoh tu blakang kira.. tp mang bikin fed-up jgak lh.. stiap masa gaduh.. sepa d suka tu begitu.. kin penat hati jak.. ahahaa.. tp tengOk lh.. where will this chapter take me.. hehehe..

chOwWw~

chill . cOol . steady mah ......

huu.. skarang sa cm oke2x sdah.. like i said.. malas mO fikir pasal tu.. xda jgak lh kan tu sa dpt apa2x.. bagus lg sa wt benda lain.. btul!! untuk apa sa mO kc tunjuk kemarahan sa sma org lain.. minta puji jak.. bkan sa dpt apa2x.. yg sa dapat ni jak --> "awk mengandung ke?" n "ni mesti bf xbertanggungjawab.. lepas tembak dalam wt xtw je" punya lh taik tu cOmment.. buduh kan.. byk alasan lain tu yg dia p ckp.. apa punya Otak.. kOtoh lh ko.. sdah kna block.. lain kali merapu lg.. nda bertempat betul.. ganjil..

chOww~

i hate yOu~!!!!!!!!!!! kunun lh.. hhu..

pnya lah sa panas.. ingat kan ada masalah atw apa.. ni tym ada masalah sna kO syOk2x online.. pnya men bagus tu gaya.. cm taik btul tu gaya.. 7 kunun.. kO lh yg tujuh tu.. caii.. cakap xserupa bikin btul.. eeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. panasnya sa sama kO ni tw.. ckp2x bgtu bgni.. tp sndiri tu adeii.. matai lh bh jgak.. cehhh.. malas lh sa mO fikir pasal ko.. cm apa jak.. bagus lg sa wt perkara lain sa rasa Owh.. kO tu lain tlampaw.. lw sa jahat.. lama sdah sa......................................... ntah.. tp sa tw sa xkn wt pa2x jgak.. sa tw mengeluh tp nda pandai mo wt.. apa lh sa ni.. huu.. ckp x serupa bikin.. tp sa nda lh kaye benci ko.. xda gna jgak sa benci kO.. kn..

chOwwwww~~

writing blOg.. nOw..

skarang sa mO wt blOg tentang sa pnya sakit ati sma tu org...!!!!!!

fOcus~!

fOcus !!.. things yOu may need fOr a lOng term relatiOnship..

1. buang prasangka..

2. jangan cepat emOsi..

3. jangan tlmpaw cemburu..

4. jangan tlampaw mengOngkong..

5. bagi ruang untuk bersendirian.. kadang2x..

6. kemaafan penting..

7. fikiran terbuka..

THE END~!!! xD

brOken hearted ??

Oke .. tOday there was this guy .. name shOuld nOt be mentiOn here .. *arrrrrrr.. he asked me sOmething abOut this girl that he like / lOve .. mOre precise :: his ex girlfriend .. lOlzz .. he said that he is sOoOoo "brOken hearted" right nOw .. pity2x .. i knOw hOw it feel .. well .. i'm nOt saying that it happened tO me befOre .. but yes it dOes .. ahakxx .. true though ., that feeling really s**ks man .. ahaha .. back tO the pOint .. i knOw .. it's really hard tO fOrget sOmeone yOu truly lOve .. even if yOu've been tOgether Only fOr a few mOnth @ years Or sOo .. but let it pass .. cause yOu knOw time will change yOu .. Only a matter Of time ., yOu will find sOmebOdy new and  start a new chapter .. nO need tO wOrry .. if that persOn truly is yOur sOulmate , he/she will definitely comeback tO yOu .. it's just tempOrary silly !! hm .. but that persOn isn't yOur sOulmate .. it is mean that there is sOmeone whO HE already decide fOr yOu .. maybe even better .. sO don't waste yOur time crying abOut it .. and stOp saying "susah mO terima org lain" cause that's a lie !! yOu are Only narrOwing yOur mind by just saying all Of thOse things .. dOn't have that kind Of mindset yOu fOol .. Otherwise ., yOu're just gOing tO missing On lives Out there while he/she is being happy with his/her new bf/gf .. sO gOoo .. whistle fOr fun .. smell the flOwers .. watch mOvies .. drink milk (?) .. eat pizza .. gO k-bOxing with yOur friends .. unless yOur a lOser whO dOesn't have friend <-- i'm just saying okay .. hOho .. my pOint is .. at sOme pOint yOu will mOve On sO .. fOcus On what happen tO yOu nOw .. dOn't be EMO .. EMO aren't cOol .. kidding .. bye .. =3

stage Of relatiOnship ~

girl vs. bOy

1. meeting

where they start Of as a stranger Or a friend .. one or bOth have feeling Or dOn't .. depends .. 

but sOmewhere .. sOmehOw thOse twO meet ..

2. the chase

sOme people say it's the best part .. the twO people knOw mOre abOut Each Other .. hang Out tOgether ..  the Only persOn that he/she want tO talk tOo .. and everytime they saw each Other .. "butterfly" .. when the time is right .. "can yOu be my ........" and "yes" only that simple wOrd can bring the twO people tOgether..

3. hOneymOon

finally., that's the time where they can fully express their effectiOn tOwards each Other and dO things tOgether as a cOuple .. fOr sOme time .. but eventually .. thE fire cOol ., bOth simmer dOwn tO nOrmal .. by the end of it all .. they knOw every detail abOut thEir daily lives .. 

4. cOmfOrtable 

where they truly be themselves .. depends .. whether they want tO use it pOsitively cOntinue wOrking On their relatiOnship and grOw it together .. Others allOwed it tO create distances .. and sOme say take things fOr fOr granted .. whether it's taking each Other fOr granted Or peOple changing Over time .. bOttom line is sOmeone stOp trying and feelings aren't strOng as befOre

5. tOlerance

argue ?? is one thing .. but feeling dissatisfied and unhappy abOut the relationship is another .. but try various time to make changes to fix things .. but wasn't enough ?? and become like one of those relationship where it wasn't bad but wasn't great ..

6. dOwnhill

the effOrt Of making things gOod isn't wOrthed anymOre .. where sometimes ., dOn't even knOw what were they argued about ..

7. breaking up

this is where each will start a new path .. one that leads to where they started .. strangers .. the change will be sO drastic and sO blunt that One prObably want tO get back tOgether ., just tO restOre what's nOrmal .. but this dOesn't always happen .. and the distance will grOw .. eventually the twO peOple will mOve On Or find sOmeone new .. sOme peOple .. when they try tO remain friends ., things will never be the same .. 

kEningau2x~

kEningau waktu malam dr tmpt tnggal sa~ hujan tym ni..tp xkEtara..haha..

pEjam cElik mO hampir 1 wEek dh sa d cni..cm xda2x ni..bOsan..XD..

mO kja pUn lUm lg kEsampaian..nti jadi gEmuk lh sa d rUmah ni t'pErap kumpUl lEmak jak..

kEhidupan ~

hEhe...cantik..

LivE

LaUgh

lOvE

minyak cap kapak~!!!!

mO rasa2x stu blan sdah sa tEda ni..

akhirnya dpt jgak bEli..wahahahaha..

cni murah jak..

sa nampak yg pling bsar harga dia bru rm 13 lbih..

nanti sa mO bli tu..hahaha..

sa tlmpw addict sdah sma ni..

wangiiii gla~~~ <3 hahaha..

penuh makna lagu ni..

Taxi Band ~ Hujan Kemarin

Kemarin ku dengar Kau ucap kata cinta

Seolah dunia Bagai dimusim semi

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Kau datang padaku Membawa luka lama

Ku tak ingin seolah Semua seperti dulu

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Tak ingin lagi rasanya ku bercinta

Setelah ku rasa perih

Kegagalan ini membuat ku tak berdaya

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Tak dapat lagi rasanya ku tersenyum

Setelah kau tinggal pergi

Biar ku sendiri tanpa hadirmu kini lagi

actually . i can't fOrget yOu .

yOu think i've fOrgotten yOu . 

yOu're wrOng . yOu dOn't knOw hOw much i still lOve yOu . 

every secOnd , every minute . every hOur . every day . i kept thinking Of yOu . 

i knOw yOu think that i'm Okay already . but hOw wrOng yOu are .

every night i felt like i want tO cry . my heart ache .

i try .. tO lOok like nOthing happen in frOnt Of yOu .

yOu can say that i've already change . 

i'm a hardened stOne-like heart girl . 

but yOu dOn't knOw hOw i suffer enOugh tO hide this feeling fOr yOu . 

inside . i'm screaming . struggling tO tell yOu that 

i miss yOu . 

i lOve yOu sO much . 

i want tO be with yOu . 

fOrever ..

brOken english..

i came acrOss this wallpOst On a girl facebOok..
"if u love her.... just waiting herr... bcoz them will came back to u"

hahahahaha....
what is she trying tO say..
is she a lesbian..?
hOw many are there...??

hujan ~

hujan Owh hujan..

 hujan Owh..sjuk...nasib sy xkluar td..lw kluar, cOmfirm menyusahkn diri..hahaha..

tekniken..

rindu pla dengan kawan2x tym d SMT Keningau dulu..

ntah bla lh dOrg mO cuba arrange satu reuniOn..

hari tu ckp mO bwt..tp xjalan langsung..

haprak..=_=

Katering Batch 2008-2009

Awang Basiran . Nizam Shah . Mastura . Muhammad Irfan . Zeffanya . Hamrin

Connizah . Cassy . Syazwani . Harni . Annette . Sharija . Eva Roza . Nur Aida

Fauziah . Hidayu . Zurhainazamzami . Zulqais . Khairul Anwar . Salizah . Amirah . Faizah

lapar ~!

fOrgot the name Of this nasi..haha..

blOgging pagi2x buta ni..
makes me feel sOoo hungry..aduii..lapar gilak~ t'ingat trus makanan yang hari tu sy n kwn2x pesan tym Outing dgn kawan2x d bandar kuching...pnya sedaapp tu..nanti bla payday cadang2x mO p restOran tu balik..sesiapa yg p kuching patut p restOran tu..lw satu kali makan pasti mO lg tu..trust me..sedap hingga menjilat kaki..XD

saya pemalas..

bOsan lh blOg ni..
syOk lg rasanya gna facebOok jak..
tp facebOok ni kadang2x bikin panas..byk Org pOyO2x d sna..
adui..bOsannya..xlama lg exam..lum lg blajar2x..mO blajar tp malas jgak yg menang ni..haha..
hr tu fOrmatif (exam 1) sdah lulus..lpas ni pla sumatif (exam 2)..kira2xnya mO blajar jgak tp gerun bla mO mula membaca, menghafal smua tu fakta2x...ish2x..
nanti2x jak lh..=P

cantik kn buku sa..ahhaahaha

skarang ne??

skarang ni...
sy bru jak cipta blOg yang xsbrapa ni...nanti bru sy kc cantik btul2x..
jd..dOn't judge2x dulu~ relax...bla sy prO blOgging bru lh..amB kmu...
sy bwt cantik2x smpai mata Org yg melihatnya xmengelipkan mata...(knun lh)
btw..newbie blOgger frOm keninGau..sabah..hehe..